I wish I could feel more or less right now. The level of what I feel at the moment is just not cutting it for me. And of course it has to be about me right now....
I want a cigarette right now - but I won't smoke one. (Day 20)
I wish we could have made it work - but we couldn't.
I want to go running - but I'll have to wait til this evening.
Maybe things would have been different if I hadn't quit smoking: ie- my moodiness, weight gain, my distance from society. But seriously, I wouldn't change it for the world because I am only bettering myself.
I want to take a vacation to see the sun. I haven't seen him in foreverrrr. Perhaps that would lift my spirits.
Single. Again. Like usual.
Let the summer begin.